My inspiration is a unique person. She is a strong intelligent person who has been through so much in her life and she is still standing. She has helped me get through a lot of things in my life. Antonia has given me a lot of strength, faith and hope in my life. She is the author of the novel "Priceless Inspirations." Antonia Carter-Wright is my inspiration.
A year ago my sister went to jail for murder. I was devastated when I found out. My family really took that horrible situation to heart. I cried and cried for days. I was always down never smiled nor did I talk to anyone. Everyone tried to talk to me. I felt horrible. Deep down inside I felt like everything was my fault. A lot of negative things always ran through my head. I was going through so much pain. My sister means the world to me. She is my other half. We did everything together and it just hurt me to know that she was going to be locked up for a while. It hurt me a lot. People used to walk around and talk about my sister, and what she did. Why she did it. There were so many rumors going around that everybody believed a different rumor. It really made me angry when I found out those people was talking about my sister. I just did not understand why people talked about the situation when they did not even know the honest truth about everything that really happened.
The pain and the stress got worst over the months. It was killing me because I was not able to see my big sister. She was the only person in my life that I knew certainly was going to always be there for me no matter what the situation was. Now that she is away I feel as if I am on my on in this world with nobody there to care for me, love me, hang out with me, and be a big sister to me. When holidays and our birthdays come up it really hurts me to know that I will not be
