Things keep getting worse and worse. I have made a huge mistake. I have done something that I will never forgive myself for. I have killed Juliet’s cousin Tybalt. As if that wasn't bad enough, Mercutio was killed to, all because of me. Tybalt had come to fight me, but I couldn't do that, for he was my wife’s cousin. Mercutio decided to fight Tybalt instead. Tybalt slayed him trying to kill me. I feel awful, disgusting, lousy. When Mercutio was slain by Tybalt, I felt a sudden, massive urge of anger. So, to let that anger out, I fought Tybalt when he came back from fleeing the scene. The result of the fighting was that Tybalt was stabbed by me, and was killed. Juliet tells me that when she was given the news about the killing of Tybalt, she was …show more content…
She tells me she was originally a little bit mad at me but then she forgave me. Don’t worry though, things get worse. As a punishment for killing Tybalt, I am to flee the town and never come back. This is the worst thing that could be done to me, for this would prevent me from being with the love of my life, Juliet. After I killed Tybalt, I ventured to Friar Lawrence's’. Here, I confessed my doings to him and couldn't help myself from starting to bawl my eyes out. The nurse also randomly showed up at Friar Lawrence’s. She had come to give me a ring that Juliet had given to her to give to me to show her love for me still exists. I even tried to kill myself, I wanted to “Sack the hateful mansion.” (3.3 116) Friar Lawrence was very displeased with me when I cried and was weeping on his floor. “Unseeminly woman in a seeming man, an ill-beseeming beast in seeming both,”(3.3 122) and “Thou hast amazed me,” (3.3 124) were just a few of the insults that Friar Lawrence hurled at me while I was in a dark and sad mood. After I gathered myself, I went to spend my last night with Juliet before I had to