...Table of Contents Title Page Copyright Page Dedication IF I STAY Acknowledgements DUTTON BOOKS A member of Penguin Group (USA) Inc. Published by the Penguin Group | Penguin Group (USA) Inc., 375 Hudson Street, New York, New York 10014, U.S.A. | Penguin Group (Canada), 90 Eglinton Avenue East, Suite 700, Toronto, Ontario M4P 2Y3, Canada (a division of Pearson Penguin Canada Inc.) | Penguin Books Ltd, 80 Strand, London WC2R 0RL, England | Penguin Ireland, 25 St Stephen’s Green, Dublin 2, Ireland (a division of Penguin Books Ltd) | Penguin Group (Australia), 250 Camberwell Road, Camberwell,Victoria 3124, Australia (a division of Pearson Australia Group Pty Ltd) | Penguin Books India Pvt Ltd, 11 Community Centre, Panchsheel Park, New Delhi - 110 017, India | Penguin Group (NZ), 67 Apollo Drive, Rosedale, North Shore 0632, New Zealand (a division of Pearson New Zealand Ltd.) | Penguin Books (South Africa) (Pty) Ltd, 24 Sturdee Avenue, Rosebank, Johannesburg 2196, South Africa | Penguin Books Ltd, Registered Offices: 80 Strand, London WC2R 0RL, England This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. Copyright © 2009 by Gayle Forman “Waiting for Vengeance” © by Oswald Five-0, Serenade , Grinning Idiot Records. All rights reserved. No part of this publication...
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...FOR NICK Finally . . . Always 7:09 A.M. Everyone thinks it was because of the snow. And in a way, I suppose that’s true. I wake up this morning to a thin blanket of white covering our front lawn. It isn’t even an inch, but in this part of Oregon a slight dusting brings everything to a standstill as the one snowplow in the county gets busy clearing the roads. It is wet water that drops from the sky—and drops and drops and drops—not the frozen kind. It is enough snow to cancel school. My little brother, Teddy, lets out a war whoop when Mom’s AM radio announces the closures. “Snow day!” he bellows. “Dad, let’s go make a snowman.” My dad smiles and taps on his pipe. He started smoking one recently as part of this whole 1950s, Father Knows Best retro kick he is on. He also wears bow ties. I am never quite clear on whether all this is sartorial or sardonic—Dad’s way of announcing that he used to be a punker but is now a middle-school English teacher, or if becoming a teacher has actually turned my dad into this genuine throwback. But I like the smell of the pipe tobacco. It is sweet and smoky, and reminds me of winters and woodstoves. “You can make a valiant try,” Dad tells Teddy. “But it’s hardly sticking to the roads. Maybe you should consider a snow amoeba.” I can tell Dad is happy. Barely an inch of snow means that all the schools in the county are closed, including my high school and the middle school where Dad works, so it’s an unexpected day off for him, too. My mother, who...
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...Analysis of If I Stay If I Stay by Gayle Forman is a very unforgettable novel. The story is about a seventeen- year- old girl named Mia who has a perfect life. She has a supporting family, a caring best friend, a beautiful boyfriend, and a strong interest in classical music which lead to her applying to Juilliard. One snow day, Mia’s family decides to take a drive to their grandparent’s house for the day. The roads are very slippery which causes a huge car crash killing Mia’s family instantly. When emergency help arrives, Mia is still alive. She is rushed to the hospital in a deep state of a coma. Her body is left in a sleep-like state but her mind is still aware of her surroundings causing her to walk around without anyone seeing her. Throughout the novel, Mia recalls many memories of her life before the crash which helps her to choose to leave or stay. If I Stay is a good novel because it contains well-developed characters, themes that are relatable, and several interesting incidents that influence the outcome of the novel. One of the elements that made this novel memorable is the well- developed characters. In If I Stay, Mia is a hardworking cellist in a rock-n-roll family. She had everything a normal teenage girl would have: a loving family, and adoring boyfriend, and a future full of success for the future in music. But, a tragic crash turns Mia’s normal existence upside down. She is left in a coma state that lets her spirit self walk around the hospital while her...
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...Gayle Forman writes a compelling story about a young girl called Mia. Mia is in her last year of schooling. She is like any other teenager dealing with boy problems, leaving her family and friends behind for collage and following her dream of music. But Mia’s life takes a turn for the worse after going for a drive with her family. All the choices she thought that mattered changes and she is left with only one important choice, whether she stays. ‘If I stay’ is beautiful story, showing the power of love and commitment. If I stay is not the classic girl meets boy. Girl and boy fall in love. It’s a story that will make you look at your life in a different light and cherish your family and friends. If I stay is a part of a book series, ‘If...
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...The author of this book is Gayle Forman .There are two hundred and ten pages in this book, and It took me three days to finish the book. I learn two very important things from the book “If I stay”. Focus on the the loves one we have in our life because you never know when you are going to lose them. Many people take for grant of the people the love . Enjoy the simplest moment with each individual person you love. They can gone in a second, you could see them one day and the next their gone. Just like Mia’s parents and her little brother. They were all in the car driving up to her grandparents house and it was a snowy day . The roads were ice and they got in a horrific accident and the only survivor was Mia . And just like that Mia’s...
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...Do you want to stay in America? When I was 8 years old I never knew how important this question was, and how it would define every moment of my life after I answered it. My mother had given me an option, an escape to a better life; but at the same time she had given me a lifelong burden that would change the innermost parts of my personality forever. Saying yes meant I had to give up my Mother, Father and Brothers for a long time and that scared me however I was more afraid of the person I would become if I had stayed in Africa living the life of a mentally and physically abused girl. At the age of 8 I was able to understand my environment and the behaviors of people around me better than my peers, I knew that my parents had failed to protect me and I...
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...One might say that there was a “personality” clash between Knowlton and Fester. What personality model could you use to describe the clash? I would support that statement that there is an observable personality clash between Knowlton and Fester. Knowlton is taken back by Fester as he begins to feel somewhat inferior and not as content with his achievements in his project. According to the case, “Fester said some things that left Knowlton with a mixture of annoyance, irritation, and at the same time, a rather smug feeling of superiority in at least one area.” Referring back to the big five personality factors, Fester is emotionally stable, as well as Knowlton, but up to the point that he realizes leadership had been taken over, he becomes more less confident, rather disturbed. It said in the reading that Knowlton caught himself feeling apprehensive about the reaction that Fester might have to some of his work and that even Knowlton himself was a little surprised at his feelings because he had always been proud. Both men want to move forward with the project, and I feel like they were considerate to each other’s thoughts during the meetings. Fester is highly extraverted whereas Knowlton is more in the middle as the case goes on. In similarity, Knowlton and Fester are both open and conscientiousness. The GLOBE model could be used to describe the clash between Knowlton and Fester. This model addresses leadership qualities and recommends how leaders should conduct business in cultural...
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...HOW I FEEL ABOUT MOMS THAT STAY HOME Shane Sorensen Professor Barbara Hammons CHDV 115 6-10pm Mon, Wed HOW I FEEL ABOUT MOMS THAT STAY HOME Being a stay at home mother would seem like such a wonderful thing to enjoy, but in a world with many expectations and economic demands, it looks as though homes these days are missing one important ingredient, the mother. The mother is such an important role in a child’s life that without her needed nurturing, the child’s life could change dramatically for the worse. In what ways are mothers important? That’s what I would like to discuss, because there are many benefits to having a stay at home mom. The first way that comes to my mind is that the bond between mother and child is vital to the child’s mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual growth. First, let’s focus on their mental growth. Picture a child waking up every morning to a different face, never being able to bond or create a foundation for himself/herself. When that child gets into school, and tries to solve a problem, or fix a dispute between a friend, what if they don’t have the coping skills to work at that problem or relationship when they know that things in their own life are never routed or fixed steadily,(they won’t feel the importance of having steady lasting relationships etc.) they’ll never be able to develop the important skills like problem solving and bonding. Now I would like to focus on the physical aspects of a child’s growth...
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...Profession: Truck Driver I first asked John if he has seen a difference in the gender role. He said in school women are equal to men/boys and notice they are doing the same jobs men do. With economy women have to work and take on more responsibilities. One thing he has seen that has been different is girls are now allowed in boy scouts. His honest opinion was girls should stay in girl scouts and boys should stay in boy scouts because we are NOT the same and we are different. Life isn't equal . Mothers out in the working world would be nice to have them stay home and help out at home and the fathers should go out and support the family. Name Sheila Hels Age: 54 Profession: Housekeeper I also asked Sheila the same questions too and she said boys and girls were together and did everything together. Women were expected to do certain professions done by men but get paid less. It is hard for families to stay together because of the stress the society puts on them and the expectations are are high and kids want more. She said once she started to get older everything changed. Men and women started to separate and do nothing together....
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...Nothing Gold Can Stay (Frost) VS. I Used to Live Here Once (Rhys) Jason W. Miller Ashford University ENG125: Introduction to Literature Professor Patricia Lake December 3, 2012 Death and impermanence is always full of sorrow. I have chosen Death and Impermanence as my theme to discuss, not because of tragedy I’ve experienced, but instead because it’s an interestingly complex theme. “Nothing Gold Can Stay” and “I Used to Live Here Once” could not be no more different in their visual form than they already are; however, they both represent the theme through common emotions and mood of the literary works. Throughout my essay I will explain the relevance of the two works, and authors, as well as the differences. The formalist approach will be my choice of critical analysis of the two works, which will aid in forming my comparison and contrast of both works as well. “The poem of the Robert Frost, “Nothing Gold Can Stay” is discussing the beauty of life’s wonderful but short-lived treasures, as example chasing dreams and spending time with loved ones. It is illustrated by Frost those treasures in the world related to the nature through the use of metaphors, imagery, diction, and allusion. The poem “Nothing Gold Can Stay” helps open one’s eyes to the harsh realities of nature’s path and although we must all succumb to the laws of nature, it is these unbreakable laws that make life so treasured (Shmoop, 2010). On the other side the literature “I Used to Live Here...
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...non-profit hospital system that is accredited by JCAHO(formerly called Joint Commission on Accreditation of Healthcare Organizations), now known as the Joint Commission (Western psychiatric institute & clinic, 2009). Even with that accreditation the issue of quality of care has crossed the mind of many over this past year after the Pittsburgh Post Gazette’s fall issues have focused on a significant amount of crimes committed by those who frequent the hospital’s services. Though quality of care can best be discussed by a professional clinician, psychologist, or financial representative, I as a student would like to focus on the aspect of length of stay as a deterrent to repeated offenses among psych patients. But first we should consider aspects of managed care organizations and quality of care; as well as the facts. What crimes took place in Pennsylvania? How were they handled? Why would longer stays in the hospital be helpful? This paper demonstrates my attempt to answer these questions. Through my experience as a patient registrar at Western Psych Institute and Clinic many managed care organizations are third party payers of both inpatient and outpatient...
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..."Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold." (148) While reading the book "The Outsiders" by Se Hinton staying gold is mentioned many times in the book. The book is about a greaser named Ponyboy from Tulsa Oklahoma, Ponyboy goes through trials with some of his best buddies. I think that one of the best themes showed in the book is staying gold even when things around you are changing. I think this because they talk about Robert Frosts poem "Nothing Gold can Stay" (77) Secondly the book talked about people through out the book doing golden things to help the greasers out, and lastly before Johnny passes he tells Ponyboy to stay gold. First of all I think that one of the best themes from this book is staying gold while everything else is changing, one of the reasons why I think this is because in the book it mentions...
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...Stay at Home Moms -Breaking the Stereotypes 9/13/2015 In today’s society, no longer is it common for a woman to make the decision to stay at home and school her children. There was a time when this was far from taboo, but in the year 2015, stay at home mothers have found themselves in situations where they have to prove their worth. Women in the SAHMs (Stay at home mothers) community are labeled as lazy, are said to have it easy, are dumb, moochers, and many other stereo types. In all actuality the life of a SAHM is quite the contraire. In the 20th century the term “house wife” was more so used than the term Stay at home mom. Now, in the 21st century we changed that term because it seemed as if we knew nothing but the walls inside our homes. We are married to our husbands, not our houses. Women in the 1950’s rose to the term house wife and wore it proudly. During this time, the women who worked outside of the home were looked at as some scientific phenomenon that we didn't understand. The role of women in the 1950’s was repressive and constrictive in many ways. Society placed high importance and many expectations on behavior at home as well as in public. Women were supposed to fulfill certain roles, such as a caring mother, a diligent homemaker, and an obedient wife. The perfect mother was supposed to stay home and nurture so society would accept them. (R.C.2005) “Most of the time, when people ask, I tell them that I work from home. Technically this is true, because...
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...Did you know kids that are switched to a foster home are likely to fail classes or get bad grades? This is proof that ponyboy should stay with darry.He would be better off with Darry because Darry is a good guardian for ponyboy and Ponyboy wants to stay with Darry. Ponyboy wants to stay with Darry because he doesn’t want to leave his family his family if ponyboy goes into the system he can’t see sodapop, and Darry anymore so he wants to stay. Ponyboy should stay with Darry because Darry and sodapop are the only family he has now and families shouldn’t split up.Ponyboy wants to stay with them and doesn’t want to go to a different family. Ponyboy is better off with Darry because Darry is a good guardian and watches out for him and Ponyboy wants to stay with darry....
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...Sally and Mrs.Chipley are going on there phones to use the GPS to find Aunt Sarah’s house ,then they finally found Aunt Sarah's house,she had a wooden cabin,so Sally didn't want to stay long because it was a small area. Aunt Sarah begs her to stay because she wanted to spend time with her, But she couldn't make her stay. She gets sad and cries herself to sleep. The next day Sally couldn't sleep because of how tight it was. Then Sally wanted to leave in two days,but Mrs.Chipley steps in so she can stay with her aunt. But I don't want to stay, this area sucks. Too bad you should stay with your aunt, I will call your parents and tell them. No don't tell her parents I don't want her to get in trouble. She must be a good girl, she just...
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