No more…

Hello? Is it on... Hello, this is Gemma Roswell… I’m, uh… recording this from my bathroom… I don’t even know if anyone will ever listen to this… but, oh well; now I’m just wasting tape…

I didn’t think it would be so hard to talk to a machine… but let’s just get this over with…
I wanted to say I’m sorry… to my husband… to my family… and... Especially to my late son… Jacob. Maybe if I had made different choices… different choices… maybe it wouldn’t have ended so… sour.

[Crying]

Justin… my beloved husband… I’m sorry for the stress… and pain I’ve caused... I still love you… I just don’t wanna stay… I just feel so weak from all the crying… I hope you can find the strength to do what I can’t…and carry on.

Mum... Dad… I love you more than words can express… and I know… I know I'm being selfish… but… I don’t care, I wanna be selfish, I know what it feels like to lose a child and I just cant bare it, but you’ve both always been stronger than me… you’ve been my post to lean on so many times… but you… no one can support me this time…

Jacob… my son… I’m so so sorry… you were taken unfairly from me… so young… you barely saw the sunlight before… you… I… It was all my fault! If I hadn’t come to pick you up… knowing I’d had too much wine… shouldn’t have even drove to the nursery… nor let you sit in the front… I’m so sorry Jacob… you must be so alone right now… but don’t you worry… mummy’s coming to join you.

Goodbye.