First and foremost i wanted to congratulate you for this very special milestone that you have achieve this is something worth celebrating for and worth more than anything we could imagine this is something to be proud of, having said that im very much proud of you and of what you have achieve as an individual, this would be a start of something new; a journey to another realm of life, a street to another new beginning, alot of doors will open for you and opportunities would come knocking up your door. I know this is kind of unusual for me and to be honest this would be the first time na gagawa ako ng sulat para sa isang espesyal na tao sa buhay ko. Well i did alot of first for you and will be willing to do more and more in the near future.
I am sitting all day in front of the table thinking of what to say, then i started going back to how i met you it was December we’ve known each other for so long, i never had imagine the turns of event that lead me to this very moment. I met the most amazing girl, a girl worth dying for, a girl worth sacrifing everything! Ewan ko kung destiny bay un o leap of faith o isang malaking accidente lang pero isa lang ang alam ko yung araw na yun Masaya ako! At bawat araw matapos ang araw na magkakilala tayo ay walang sing saya, I was blessed, very much blessed di ko alam paano ako magpapasalamat noon kay God everytime I pray I end up crying, before I go to bed I end up thanking God for such a wonderful blessing.
Ang daming nangyari ambilis ng mga bagay bagay next thing I knew I was sitting beside you looking at your eyes, looking at your lips, looking at every detail of your face so that where ever I am I could remember you even if we’re miles away i could still be able to see you everytime I close my eyes. I am remembering your perfume, trying to make it linger so I could still imagine you being near me with the help of that distinct scent. I was trying so hard to listen to your voice so I could remember how its sounds like so I could picture you calling my name. Sometimes I stand behind you so could familiarize myself so even if you’re far away I know it’s you. You’re smiles, you’re laugh, you’re cute little pouts, the way you wrinkle your nose, the way your eyebrows meet everytime you’re annoyed the way you get irritated waiting for me. every little thing you are, every little details you have I am trying so hard to remember, so that when the time comes that you decided to walk away from me I could still be able to have you even just in memories.
Simple messages, updates, kulitan, lambingan at yung simpleng hi and hello makes my heart go crazy, until now pag namimissko kita binabasa ko lahat ng messages niya believe it or not I have more than 5625 messages in my inbox and every single message is worth keeping. Things are vivid, clear as it can be, every moment spent with you was nothing but worthwhile, and in this crazy world of mine you are is the only thing that’s right, the only thing that can turn my frown into smile! Everything you do is beautiful everything everything you do is real.
Everyday with you was a blessing, an experience I would never exchange for anything. I know that it’s too early to conclude what would happen next or what the future holds for me, for us. I know for a fact that this is a temporary insanity that would end as soon as we both realize that things will never be what it seems to be but it doesn’t really matter as long as you’re there, as long as you cares I’m okay, I’m contented.
I met you for some reason, and no words can ever describe how overwhelmed I am on whatever it is that we have, or it might just be an illusion I create to satisfy my longingness for someone who’d make me feel special: and if it is I don’t even want to wake up! I thank GOD for meeting someone who is willing to make me beam & melt my heart away with simple things that surely do matter to me! I don’t expect anything to happen at all we indeed find love in surreal places, with people whom we thought are out of our league, on a time where we thought everything is hopeless.
The only thing I need to do now is to make you feel how special you are to me, how happy I am that you’re around, how overwhelmed I am by the efforts and actions you have shown & of coarse how thankful I am for letting me love you the best way I can, furthermore, I need to prepare myself to a series of unexpected events whether good or bad. But one thing is for sure i am willing to wait for that moment that you would be able to say yes and we will be able to be together as couple you just came in time! you were the answer to my prayers. I can still smell your perfume, still can hear your voice, and can still see your face every time I close my eyes! I just can get enough of you and as I head to my bed I know you’d be the last person I’d think about and the first person in my mind as soon as I wake up. And I’m wishing in that same old star to help me be brave to face things that would be coming against me. But for now I’ll just sit in this corner and wait till the light beamed on me and make me see that Tomorrow is another day, another chance to continue to believe that one day you might hold my hand and say “I will be here for you! And protect you for whatever life has to throw upon you”. Impossible yet there’s nothing left but hope, hope that I could be able to make this last as long as forever.
I know i have said this a lot of times but I love you! I miss you! And I will always be here for you! I will always always be there to save you, to shield you from all the pain life has to offer, I’ll try to be not just you’re lover but a friend to cry with, a hero to fight your fears, a brother you can always depend on. You mean a lot to me, you’re my sunshine my world my happiness.... i love you!