Anzlee Is a sixteen year old girl with long black wavy hair that flows down the back of her caramel colored skin. She posses eyes of such a dark brown they fade into black lifeless pupils. Through those lifeless eyes, she sees the world in black and white. Currently, Anzlee lives in a world of isolation, depression and self harm. Yet, no one is there to know her inner struggles, her true feelings; about the scars upon her legs. The faded marks that once let her forget her pain, that distracted her from the sadness just for a few seconds. Although,this life she lives was destined to happen. Anzlee grew up in a spilt home, leaving one parent to be with the next. Growing up with two sets of morals and rules. She was the product of two people who were never meant to …show more content…
I mean nothing. I am not happy. I don't make people happy. I am a disappointment, a failure. Every time I try something I just fail. I don't feel this life is worth living anymore, i am getting nowhere in this life. I have no future, so what is the point in being on this planet if I have no purpose? Life is done with me and quite frankly, I am done with life too. My parents hate me,i fail to meet all their expectations I even fail to meet my own, i am a disappointment. I do nothing right every single I do is wrong. I live in a world at which I don't even live, i just exist. Would anyone notice if I was gone? Probably not… would the people in my life whom I bring down become happy once i'm gone ? i feel like I don't matter to anyone i'm hopeless, unwanted, unloved and most of all worthless. This world is full of expectations that I can never meet. They are put in this world to make people feel terrible about themselves, to encourage them to stop trying once you fail to meet them, they encourage us to fail. And I don't want to be here. In a world where I am always going to fail , where I am never going to be good enough. I am done trying. I am done with the long yet short lived