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Growing up, I had few friends to rely on. I changed schools often, so one group of friends would only last a year, and when I finally stayed in the Menasha school district, friend groups lasted the same interval. Daily life alone prompts one to think endlessly, relying on thoughts to keep oneself awake. My thoughts often revolved around either myself or others, and neither was positive.
I would glance at a girl in my grade and internally sneer at her decisions: belittling them based only on the height of her shorts or the amount of makeup on her cheeks. Middle school passed in that manner; putting myself on a pedestal above others while concurrently deprecating myself. Those were the days of rock-bottom self-esteem.

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