i thought you changed, what led me to think this way? was it how you kept to yourself, or how you rarely talked? should these signs have kept me away? weird, because they only make my feelings stronger but, you aren’t good for me; you are so not good for me you might break hearts and rip souls and still, i am undoubtedly attracted to you and attraction is all it takes for my feelings not to go away it is all it takes for me to want to be yours; you to be mine attraction is all it takes for me to think we can be one but, i don’t want my heart to broken and my soul to be ripped i don’t want to suffer another heartbreak
11/9/2015

I realized there was no way out,
So I sat down and made myself comfortable in the darkness,
It clothed me and bathed me,
And it hugged me like a second skin.
I was never aware of how deep I was being taken;
I was only aware of the thrills when the devil tickled my soul.
My only smiles were out of pain; I really had nothing to gain.
I was deep in the darkness and it was inevitable for me to rise
It had become all I had known
It had become what I love
11/9/15

ripped souls & bleeding hearts tear stained cheeks & blood-shot eyes weeping teens & lost children fake smiles & genuine hurt confused parents & accepting strangers broken hearts & mending minds drunk boys & stubborn girls suppressing it through the day & soaking the pillows at night this is our generation
18/9/2015

Everything in life is a paradox. Like, how is it that I’m sad, but display a happy façade? How is it that she says she’s not worried, yet at night it keeps her awake? Life isn’t fair and no one can make it fair. That’s just one thing that cannot be changed; it’s permanently fixed in the universe’s user manual.
Can anyone be truly blissful? Can happiness be experienced in its truest and rawest form? Can