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The story, “Save as Many as You Ruin” takes place in Manhattan and tells the story about Gerard who is approximately 40 years old. The story takes a turn when Gerard meets Laurel by coincidence after he sees her through a shop window. Gerard and Laurel used to date, but the relationship ended when Gerard admitted to have made another woman pregnant. The woman Gerard made pregnant was Issy and the child they got was named Lucy. Issy decides to move to Los Angeles to fulfill her dreams about becoming a Hollywood actress, Gerard takes the responsibility of raising Lucy on his own. Four years after Issy went to Los Angeles, she was found dead in a pool, likely after committing suicide as she had taken her time to write Gerard’s name as her next of kin.
Gerard is not the type of person who wants to impress anyone or leave a permanent change for anyone, maybe except for Lucy. As the story begins, the reader follows Gerard as he is walking home. “Gerard thinks of his own footprints and how soon they will disappear. He exhales onto the world and his breath disappears.”
Gerard is walking alone in the streets and wondering how soon his footprints will disappear, also questioning how insignificant his existence is. These thoughts are very depressing and the fact that he is having these thoughts, gives the reader an idea of how he feels about life and with this quote, one can conclude that Gerard doesn’t find his own life important.
In the part of the story, before he meets Laurel, there is a feeling of a depressing mood. Mostly because of Gerard thoughts about his own existence.
Gerard is also thinking back at his old PE teacher who ran in the 1936 Olympics in Berlin. Gerard can’t help think about the millions who would be killed in the years which followed.
“He won a medal, Hitler watched. Millions were about to be killed as a teenage Hetherington crossed the finish line” This is what Gerard associates his PE teacher with – death. But there is an exception to all this sadness and that is Gerard’s daughter Lucy.
“Gerard fells stabbing love for his daughter”. Lucy is what keeps Gerard going and she is, his light of the day as it is expressed in the text several times. “She’s wonderful, just wonderful”, “I love you”.
All this sad energy and dark mood is a contrast to what happens later in the story. The turning point in the story is where Gerard meets Laurel and the story’s atmosphere becomes brighter and is feels like Gerard is becoming happier.
After meeting Laurel he doesn’t have those dark thoughts and he’s not questioning his own existence. After he meets Laurel he begins to notice the little beautiful things around him and stops thinking about death and all the things disappearing behind him. “Tiny fragments of snow have lodged in Laurel’s eyelashes.” After this, they have sexual intercourse which also contributes to the brighter mood.
The story has a lot of contrast, especially between Lucy and Gerard’s lovers, Laurel and Issy. Lucy is quite a contrast to Issy, this is reflected on the subject of lying. “Lucy can smell a lie a mile off.” Lucy easily recognizes when her father is lying and she doesn’t approve of it, while Issy used to lie all the time. One can also find contrast between Gerard two lovers, Issy and Laurel. Laurel is loyal and has a stable job. She is a nice person and even after being cheated on, she can still find forgiveness and get back together with Gerard.
Issy on the other hand isn’t loyal at all. She leaves Gerard and Luzy to become an actress, which also tells us that her carrier is not stable as well. Issy is therefore impulse, wild and unpredictable.
There is also a bit of contrast in the title since it says you should save as many you ruin. This means that for every mistake you make, you should make it up by doing something good. In this story, the message is aimed at Gerard, since he started by ruining Laurel’s life. The title also means that you have to create some kind of balance. Gerard has made so many mistakes throughout his life. So when he sees Laurel again, he realizes that it is his change to make balance in his life, and be together with the only woman he’d ever had feeling for. The reasons for all these sad thoughts Gerard is having, is because he doesn’t know if his previous actions were the right ones. “Gerard vaguely remembers the feeling of being in love with Laurel and the desire to have sex with Issy.” This is an indication that he is in doubt whether or not; sleeping with Issy was I the right choice.
One could argue for, that fate is a central theme in this short story. We don’t know whether Gerard meets Laurel by coincidence or by fate but according to Gerard it could the actions of fate itself. At the end Gerard has the idea that life is guided by someone and his meeting with Laurel was meant to be. “Gerard feels as though he is being followed, that there are voices he can’t hear, that the footsteps of the snow on the window are just that, and like Lucy’s conception - life is a string of guided and subtle explosions”
As it is said before in the text, Gerard ruined his chances with Laurel by being with Issy, but he has now been given a second chance. And this is, by his opinion, an opportunity from fate itself to restore the balance in his life.

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