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Guilt and the search for redemption are two very important themes in “The Kite Runner”, as the reader watches Amir, the main character, deal with his guilt over the betrayal of a friend and the lengths he would go to gain forgiveness.

Amir has always felt guilty over the loss of his mother. She died giving birth to him and he sees himself as his mother’s killer, the one who took Baba’s “princess” away form him. Amir believes that this is the reason why his relationship with his father is so strained and spends most of his childhood attempting to win his father’s love and forgiveness. His constant need of Baba’s approval is what drives Amir to want to win the kite fighting competition, to show Baba that he could also be a winner and make him proud. Amir is convinced that if he brings Baba the blue kite he will finally forgive him for his mother’s death and truly accept him.

In his search for redemption Amir commits a terrible crime when he watches his friend Hassan get raped but does nothing about it. Instead of standing up to his friend and try to stop Assef from raping Hassan he hides and after pretends he never saw anything. He tries to justify his actions by saying that if he had intervened he would have gotten hurt, but he knows that the real reason why he did not defend Hassan is that he would have lost the kite and with it Baba’s love, so he sacrifices his friend for the approval of his father. “I actually aspired to cowardice, because the alternative, the real reason I was running, was that Assef was right: Nothing was free in this world. Maybe Hassan was the price I had to pay, the lamb I had to slay, to win Baba.” This shows Amir’s most notable flaws, his cowardice and his selfishness, as he deserts his most loyal friend for the approval of his father and has no regard over the wellbeing or the consequences his decision may have on Hassan. Amir feels guilty over not standing up to his friend and is ashamed of his cowardice, proving Baba’s first assumption that Amir could not stand up for what was right. . “A boy who won’t stand up for himself becomes a man who can’t stand up to anything.” Still Amir feels the need to be punished for the way he used Hassan tying to make him hit Amir with fruit, but Hassan already forgiving Amir does not comply resulting in Amir hurting Hassan in frustration.

Amir struggles to accept his partake in Hassan’s rape, so he accuses Hassan of stealing form him in a ploy to drive him and Ali away form his house, as he could not see Hassan without having the guilt consume him. He also feels responsible for the deaths of Hassan and Alí, he believes that if he had confessed, they would have never left his house; they would have escaped to America when the communists invaded Afghanistan and they would still be alive. Amir lives all of his life trying but failing to forget his betrayal yet never confessing his crime, not even to his wife, proving he was still to afraid of being rejected to tell the truth. This is the main question thought the story, will Amir be brave enough to redeem himself or will he still be too afraid to do what is right?

In order to redeem himself and “be good again” as Rahim Khan told him, Amir sets out to Afghanistan to save Sohrab, Hassan’s orphan child. During his time in Kabul, Amir has a confrontation with Assef, but this time he stands up for Sohrab and fights for him. “My body was broken—just how badly I wouldn’t find out until later—but I felt healed. Healed at last. I laughed.” (p. 289) Amir receives the punishment for his actions he desperately wanted and finds redemption in letting Assef hit him. He feels that he paid for his mistakes and has a sense of relief as he no longer remains unpunished. He is liberated of his guilt and betrayal, he find peace. Amir’s lip is split by Assef, leaving a scar that serves for reminder that he has paid for his crimes and he is now able to fight for what is right and to forgive himself for the mistakes he made as a child.

Although Amir betrayed his best friend, he was not the only one, Baba also betrayed Ali by sleeping with his wife and fathering Hassan. Baba as well as Amir felt guilty, he couldn’t recognize Hassan as his son or give him all of the privileges he gave Amir. His way of finding redemption was to love Hassan is secret, but letting Ali raise him, and paying for the surgery to fix Hassan’s cleft lip. Another character in the story who betrayed the people she loves was Hassan’s mother, Sanaubar. She cheated on her husband and then left both Ali and Hassan for a free live with no responsibilities, but as well as Amir, she returns having paid for her mistakes, her face filled covered in scars marking the abuse she received.

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