...Dear God, Will You Ever Give Me the Man of My Prayers? On April 23, 2007, I wrote the following in my beloved journal: Dear God, I want a Christian home. I want to raise a Christian family. One that goes to church on Sundays, is involved with the church, and prays together at night. I want a husband. I want a spiritual leader. [pic] Lord, will this ever be true for me? I want that man who prays for me, and I pray for him. I want a man that prays with me. I want a man that takes everyone to church on Sundays. Who’s involved with the kids at church. Who smiles because he’s drunk in love with YOU! Who relies on You. [pic] Lord, will this ever be true for me? I want a man who is unconditional in his ways (love, gifts, kindness, helping hand). Who doesn’t expect things in return – EVER. Who accepts the world as it is and doesn’t let it affect his walk with You. I want a man who wants to change the world. Lord, will this ever be true for me? [pic] I want a man that knows You!!! I want a man that will accept Your blessings even the small ones. A man that makes me feel like he can make a mountain out of a mole hill even if there is no dirt or rock to make one with. I want a man that is positive and understanding. A man that makes me push to be a better person. A man excited about life and looks forward to life after death. A man that has a spot in heaven and will help me in my spiritual journey. Because that’s what life is … a journey of...
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...------------------------------------------------- Scene 1: Celing’s Point of View Celing: This place once gave the sparks of my life and also in this place I ended my miserable life. This room was once mine. Obviously because if this was not mine, what am I going to do here. I just dream of having a big and happy family where I can see my children talking to their parents. I just want to have children that will come to me and call me “Mom”. But it didn’t happen. Why? Look there. Yes! There. That fighting cock ruined my life. Yes it’s true. That fighting cock turned all my dreams into nothing. By the way, why do I have to stick myself here? Why do I have to remember the days when I was with Kulas? Why? Well as they say, “Life must go on.” and since I’m dead. My death must go on. Hahahahaha. Scene 2: Kulas and Celing (Kulas is dreaming.) Celing: Once upon a time a few mistakes ago I was in your sights, you got me alone. You found me. You found me. You found me-e-e-e-e. I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that and when I fell hard you took a step back without me, without me, without me-e-e-e-e. And he's long gone when he's next to me and I realize the blame is on me cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in. So shame on me now. I flew me to places I've never been ‘til you put me down, oh. I knew you were trouble when you walked in so shame on me now. Flew me to places I've never been. Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground. Oh, oh trouble, trouble...
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...someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it. 3. Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea what so ever. 4. The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them. 5. I love him but I cannot show it, want him but he cannot know it, need him but I know it'll never be, if only he needed me. 6. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind. 7. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough. 8. Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be. 9. I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him. 10. We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all. 11. If you love something, set it free if it comes back, it was meant to be. If it continues to fly, let it soar, have faith that God has something better in store. 12. You don't know what you mean to me, you don't have a clue, you can't tell by looking at me what I feel for you. 13. Don't push your relationship with a person too hard, if its meant to be then it will happen. 14. Have you ever hated somebody so much...
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...I’m not asking for diamonds, I am not asking for the world, I am just asking for you to be forever by my side. The most exciting and amazing feeling in the world is that you are madly in love with me. I could not ask for anything more in life. Happy valentine’s Day!!!!Happy valentine day to the person I love the most! It makes me proud To be your girlfriend And be with the person I truly love and admire. Happy Valentine’s Day!” Hello handsome, its hard to put feelings into words but I hope you know I love you and think about you everyday. Your words mean everything to me even though your hugs mean more when your holding me tight, everything feels so right with you. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you made me yours, I’ve been the happiest girl in the world, a smile hasn’t left my face. I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no one ever has, you’ve loved me for me. You give me the most amazing feelings inside and its been exciting and just pure amazing. Ive never met someone that was so good for me, and made me want them to this extent. I miss you when you’re not around and I’m the happiest when you are. my smile never fades when I’m alone anymore, Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason. Before i met you i was so caught up on the negative...
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...casey - I don't even know where to start. these past 6 months with you have been the best 6 months I have ever fucking had. you are the most gentle delightful human being I have ever met and I could write books about how you make me feel. you have done so much for me, I don't know how I could ever repay you for any of it. my favorite part about being with you is the memories we have and the ones we make, the things we learn from arguments and mistakes we make. we went from being best friends who bitched about everything to each other, best friends that talked about everything, to becoming this, which is a big ass leap from where we were from the start. I never knew I would fall this much in love with you, or anyone really, I didn't really...
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...this world has ever seen. He was able to make people cry have them laugh their butts off at something that wasn’t really all that funny, made awesome characters and just entertained all. Sadly he passed away, by suicide, hanging himself in the closet and writing a note that he was leaving this world. It was a very sad and depressing day that Robin Williams passed but his legacy lives on within our hearts and within the movies. This world hasn't been the same when he left, we no longer have that distinctive voice that he had, can’t call him the geniene no more and can’t compliment him on a new movie that...
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...once in a while tell me I am pretty and that I am loved Don’t wait until I have to ask for you to say it Take me out to eat or just riding around without me having to beg Don’t call me a fat ass when I gain a little weight Don’t ever threaten me or my kids on personal belongings Just for once just let me be myself and I will show you I care in my own way I don’t know when or ever if I will get over the fear inside of me I want to run I want to hide from the pain I feel inside I want to scream and shout and let it all out I have so much anger inside of me and hurt from the scars that will never heal Just once I wish I had someone I could talk to and lean on just for a day Just for today I want to be able do the things I want to do That never be me because I will never be free from the pain And always moving from place to place until I find my true safe spot Nothing is ever safe or ever be the same as long as I am on this earth. I am better off in another place, my kids will survive no matter what They don’t need me cause of everything I let them endure I wish I had just one more day to make plans but that will never be My plan is my own and my dreams are now shattered And to my family I never truly mattered I should have never been born I should have left this earth a long time ago Just to be with my dad again is the only dream I have To see his face and hold him in my arms and tell him I love him and I am sorry for the things I have done There’s always...
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...November 30th 2012, 21:08 I remember all the times where you and I would merge into one another. We would move in and out and through so freely and unconditionally. I was you, and you were me. That's what we were, we were eachother, just one power with the ability to control two. You see, that's what you did to me, you controlled me and you still control my thoughts and capture them just like you used to. There is no love lost between you and I, but that's about all that remains. We could have been one, but together we are dead, apart, we are able to fly freely just like we never could when I had you and you had me. I think of all we were and dream of all we could have been. People always say that some things you never get over. All this time, I wondered, how could something be so powerful? So powerful that it is never overcome? But now I know, only now do I know how it feels to be trapped by a power stronger than you could ever be. Addiction happens sooner than you can say it, but it's not just an addiction, it is a never ending desire for fulfilment, a fulfilment that can only be achieved if you take one too many pills, put too much pressure on the blade, an addiction eats away at you. It leaves you with nothing but everything you once had left in tatters beneath you. Maybe I'd never fully understand it, but maybe I didn't want to. My understanding is enough and it will always be enough for me. I don't know why the thought of you being with anyone or even happy...
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...doesn´t want to. He would like to be a telephone salesman. He breaks the news to his grandmother, and she does not like it. She tells him how disappointed she is, and asks him how she could ever look her neighbours in their eyes again. Ramesh falls a sleep in the plane, but when he wakes up, almost everyone is sleeping. Except his grandmother. She is dead. Ramesh calms him self down, and asks the stewardess for help. They say they want to move her, so Ramesh and his dead grandmother moves up to first class, because there are a lot of seats empty. Ramesh finds a letter in her purse that he wrote her, when his grandfather died. Characterize Ramesh Ramesh is a nice man from India, who puts a lot of honour in to his family. He loves his family and wants to give them a good life. He is not the traditional Indian man, who does what ever his family wants him to do. He does what ever he likes to do. For example. His family wants him to be a doctor, but he wants to be a telephone salesman, so that is what he is going to do. He is a man, who can put ice in his veins. When his grandmother dies, he stays calm, and does what he is supposed to do. He thinks a lot about what his family think of him. He is a single guy, but is easily caught up in a lot of feelings. Like when Sonia approached him, he blushed, and almost fell in love with her. He hopes to find love one day. He is a man of respect. The grandmother Ramesh´s grandmother is a traditional old Indian woman, who of course want the...
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...have been a guard. I asked him if he would have wanted to and he said it would have been the greatest honor he would have ever had, but he had a family that he needed to be with. To be standing on the same marble as thousands of others that have worked harder than ever to be guarding the tomb would be a dream come true for me. I am not that interested in history, but when we saw a video on the guards and what they go through in class I wanted to keep watching it. Ever since I watched that every time I hear twenty-one I think of the guards and how everything they do is based...
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...50 Examples Of What To Text A Girl Posted by Carlos Xuma on Apr 19, 2012 in Miscellaneous Dating Tips For Guys | Comments Off Sure, there are lots of blog posts on what to text a girl, but none that reveal 50 things to text a girl AND why they create so much attraction, until now! And before I give you this incredibly long and pretty awesome list of what to text a girl in specific situations, I just want to say that these are guidelines. These aren’t rules you MUST follow dude… Because you don’t have to use ALL my examples of what to text a girl to GET the girl. Just experiment, see what works best for you, and keep doing what works. And secretly? I want to show you WHY all of these examples work so well, so you can invent many more yourself and become a rock star of texting girls. But more on that later… Let’s check out some examples of what to text a girl already! What To Text A Girl When You’ve Just Met Her When you’ve just met her it’s important to keep the attraction going. To keep her interested. What does that mean when it comes to what to text a girl? It means challenging her, teasing her, being picky, being mysterious, being hard to get, being dominant… and the list of things you can do via text to keep her interested goes on and on. Let’s see what to text a girl to keep her interested is all about… 1. “Hey you. Yeah YOU! Can you keep a secret?” Of course when you text a girl like this she’ll be curious and say “YES” and ask why, after which you’ll say: ...
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...the death of me I don't want you but I need you I love you and hate you at the very same time Bittersweet See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad Never did this before, that's what the virgin says We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says God talk to me now, this is an emergency And she claim she only wit' me for the currency You cut me deep, bitch, cut me like surgery And I was too proud to admit that it was hurtin' me I'd never do that to you, at least purposely We breakin' up again We makin' up again But we don't love no more I guess we fuckin' then Have you ever felt you ever want to kill her? And you mix them emotions with tequilla And you mix that wit' a little bad advice On one of them bad nights, y'all have a bad fight And you talkin' 'bout her family, her aunts and shit And she say, muhfucka, yo mama's a bitch You know, domestic drama and shit, all the attitude I'll never hit a girl, but I'll shake the shit outta you But I'ma be the bigger man, big pimpin' like jigga man Oh, I guess I figure it's Bittersweet You're gonna be the death of me I don't want you but I need you I love you and hate you at the very same time Bittersweet See what I want so much, should never hurt this bad Never did this before, that's what the virgin says We've been generally warned, that's what the surgeon says God talk to me now, this is an emergency And my nigga said I shouldn't let it worry me I need to focus on...
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...There are very few things I hold near and dear to my heart but film is one of them. Film allows a fleeting moment for you to escape the world around you and be submerged into the world the director wants you to see, wants you to feel. Cinema is about the wonderful and imaginative escapism and is an ongoing search into an emotional connection. Film is one of the few means to transport you from your mundane life to this dream world, which unbeknownst to you, is often the world you want to live in the most. Often times I've been watching a movie and I would know what to feel, it feels cheap and artificial but the real control, the best cinema, is when a director forces you to feel something. One of my favorite films, Moonlight, is the chronicles of a gay man growing up and showing the hardship of being an African American man in a drug-riddled Miami. Every single part of the film was flawless, from the storytelling to the acting, down to the music and cinematography. It left me feeling raw and vulnerable and I didn't know whether to hate director...
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...An actor that I look up to massively named Alan Rickman once said “actors are agents of change. A film, a piece of theatre, a piece of music, or a book can make a difference. It could change the world.” I firmly support this statement because I believe performing arts is special. Art in any form has an effect on everybody, whether it be a romantic musical, a beautiful painting, or a touching monologue it tells a story. Actors tell stories through their emotions and make an audience member forget about their everyday life by bringing them to another world in the story they are telling on stage or on the big screen. However, being an actress has always been a dream of mine. In Mark Twain’s “Life on the Mississippi” he shares his struggle with having dreams and ambitions, and in the end he picks...
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...ONEREPUBLIC LYRICS "Secrets" I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess 'Til all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear Thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away My God, amazing how we got this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Who's driving shiny big black cars And everyday I see the news All the problems that we could solve And when a situation rises Just write it into an album Send it straight to gold But I don't really like my flow, no, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away Oh, got no reason, got no shame Got no family I can blame Just don't let me disappear I'ma tell you everything So tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insincere So I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets...
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