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Failing to Success
It was tryout day. My heart was beating fast and sweat was running down my face as I approached the starting line. Wait. Stay still. Take a big breath. “Get set…RUN!” My adrenaline rush rose as I began to sprint. The sun was thrashing down my back as my feet pierced the burning, concrete track. With every stride I took, my lungs clasped for air. Everything felt the way it should as I was running at the same pace as everyone else. Half a mile through, I began to notice that most of the girls were about fifty meters ahead of me. They all had passed me. My short legs moved as fast as they could on the last two hundred meters left of the 5k but I just couldn’t catch up. As I came closer to my final steps, my legs were so worn out, that they began to wobble like a bridge in an earthquake. I reached the finish line and collapsed to the ground. This was my first year of high school and it was already not going well for me. I had failed to make the cross-country varsity team, which consisted of the top seven girls from a total of fifteen that had tried out. Mr. Nelson, the head cross-country coach, had decided to choose seven girls from those who hadn’t made varsity to run for junior varsity. Since there were eight girls, one would have to leave the team, so he eliminated me for having the slowest time. We all had viciously tried our hardest to earn a spot on the team by running against our teammates, but I just wasn’t good enough. I considered cross-country the most difficult sport of all. There are no breaks and it requires intense amounts of stamina and talent to be successful: Two attributes that certainly didn’t pertain to me. I was the non-athletic kid that was always chosen last for every sport activity during P.E class. A sense of failure was induced in my mind, but that didn’t stop me from coming back the next year.
Summer before sophomore year, I decided to train my hardest because I wasn’t willing to keep “the slowest” title for another year. Regardless of the frustration, my mind told me I could do more. I began to run everyday for thirty minutes without stopping. I ran so slow and breathed so hard, that it made me wonder if I might have developed asthma or if I was born with a black lung and never realized it. Then, there were those days when the couch would whisper sweet nothings in my ear, but I would resist that urge to lie down and do nothing. As much as I wanted to stop running, I kept in my mind the image of myself running next to my team. That’s what kept me motivated. Little by little I began to feel stronger and my endurance building up. I was shocked to find a drastic weight loss with an increased running distance. By then, I knew I was ready to face tryouts again.
The day finally came, and I didn’t know what to expect since I hadn’t raced any of the girls in over a year. They were all staring me down. I’m guessing it was because they had noticed how much I had changed physically, or maybe they were just surprised about me coming back after being ten minutes slower than everyone else. I took one last look at the other girls and headed towards the track. Everything felt perfect as I inhaled and exhaled my last breath before the big moment that would determine how strong I had become after my struggle to get back on my feet from failure.
“Ladies, head to the starting line,” The coach yelled. “Ready…Set…Go!” We started to run, all at the same pace. Surprisingly, I began passing a few girls. Two miles into the race, I realized that I was keeping up with the top seven girls. I was getting short of breath, but I started to increase my speed. At that moment I knew I had the potential to beat at least one more girl in order to make the team and I wasn’t going to give up with only a few meters left of the race. My legs began to move faster as I hugged the corner of the track like a little girl hugging a fluffy teddy bear. The seventh fastest runner and I were sprinting side by side. I used the last bit of energy that I had and took off -with the widest stride I had ever taken- across the finish line. The coach shouted my time, “Twenty-four minutes and thirty-three seconds!” I became ecstatic. Without realizing how exhausted I was I began to jump up and down. The girl gave me a pat on the back, “Good job”, she said and smiled. Not only had I broken my personal record of forty minutes, but I had also beaten one of the fastest runners on the team. After all the girls had finished running the three miles, the coach began to analyze the times before announcing who had qualified for the varsity team. We all sat impatiently on the grass waiting hopingly to be called. “Last but not least, the seventh runner will be…Gaby Gutierrez!” He announced with a smile. I knew he was proud of me. I had finally gotten a chance to be a part of a sports team and consider myself athletic. For once I felt a sense of accomplishment. It was now time for me to work my way up to more success. I trained and ran with my teammates everyday for another three years. Little did anyone know that I was going to be able to maintain a spot in the varsity team for so long. Since the team had won districts for six years straight, being a top seven runner meant that I was going to be put into a lot of pressure to keep the trend going. Our first race was at the Larry & Penny Invitational and we easily left our competitors in the dust. It became usual for the crowd to see the red uniform of Coral Gables leaning towards the finish line, race after race, so I knew early in the season that we were going to districts. It was the day of districts at Thompson Park. The weather felt blissful and we all felt confident that the 1st place trophy was going home with us. We had worked out intense the day before. We did our stretches and warm up jog exactly like we had done in our previous races. The screaming and clapping from the crowd made me nervous, which meant that it was time. All the teams lined up at the starting line and we began to run as soon we heard the gun shot. Our team was tied with Coral Park, until I sprinted passed their last runner, which added points to our team. “1st place Coral Gables” called the announcer.
The blurred image of six swollen-eyed girls slowly approached me. We all sat and cried of joy over our team victory. Not only had I saved our team from placing second, but I had also broken my personal record once again with a twenty-one minute time. With this achievement I knew I had changed, both physically and mentally. Though it was difficult to get back on my feet after failing, I realized that it takes failure to achieve success.

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