Castiel is practically shaking as he sits in the bunker. He is so very nervous, but he desperately wants to tell Dean how he feels. He is unsure of Dean’s reaction and he doesn’t know what he’ll do when faced with rejection.
A hand is clapped down on his shoulder and Castiel jumps in surprise and fright. “Oh. Hello, Sam” He said quietly, looking down.
Sam smiles, a little concerned. “Hey Cas, what’s wrong? you look a little scared.”
Castiel gave a small smile at Sam’s concern, although he wanted it to be Dean. “No, No… I’m fine, a little tired… I’m going to go to my room.” He said, standing, his hands a little shaky. He was going to tell Dean, right now. He moved away from Sam quickly, going to Dean’s room, but as he approached he kept walking.…show more content… "I like you Dean... Like in the way that you think shouldn't be thought between two males... I'm in love with you, Dean..." He speaks to the mirror, having heard somewhere that this would help with nerves. Something moved in the corner of his eye and turned around quickly, heart pounding in his…show more content… “Dean what the hell, man? Why did Cas just run away?” But that didn’t seem to do much good because Dean was still trying to make sense of what just happened.
Castiel walked aimlessly, feeling like he didn’t have anything else to do. He sighed and looked up at the rain, feeling tears slip down his cheeks. He was soaking wet and crying in the pouring rain, if this was supposedly life as a human, then he didn't want it.
Dean suddenly came to his senses and shoved Sam off of him. “Cas!” He said desperately as he climbed the stairs, the open door a tell tale sign of where Cas went. Dean stumbled outside and looked up at the sky, not caring as he was drenched. He whirled around, hoping to spot Cas.
Dean turned and stopped, he looked sad but slightly hopeful as he spotted Cas out of the corner of his eye. He turned to the sad man and started walking towards him, not saying anything as he got closer and closer. As Dean looked at Cas, he reached out and pulled him closer by the other man’s waist.
Castiel looked confused but he gave a loud gasp as Dean’s lips collided with his own. Castiel’s hands came up, cupping Dean’s cheeks as he kissed Dean back. Their kiss was passionate and lovely and everything Castiel ever wanted.
