Chapter Thirty-Nine A life comprises happiness, sadness, boredom and excitement etc. I am Polly who is “thousand pieces of gold”. My life was hard, lucky and beatific. Now I am walking the final end of the road and the road of the other side is heaven. Time flies and everything that we can’t predict but my memory is always exactly in my brain and it never changes. Looking back on my life, there are three men who influence my way to live and I want to regret before I go to heaven; On the other hand, I am really happy and appreciate that those men were in my life. Every kid had no happiness when I was a child in China. Some children even had no parents to take care them. I originally had a perfect family with a kindly mother, lovely brothers, and a hardworking father who always cared about his family and called me that I was his “Qianjin”. My family was not rich. My father had to work and he needed us to help him. Until my family was hard to keep living, I worked on the farm instead of my father selling me to trade for food. I knew that it was better than I left my family and I didn’t want to leave. I also knew my father wanted to protect me even though neighbors did not like me working on the farm. I could not understand my father’s thinking when the bandit, who was his former worker, forced him to trade me for two seed bags. I felt really miserable about what my father did. I really wanted to know that why he could do terrible thing to me. I never know what my father’s thinking but I think he might have had no choice. If my father had not sold me, I may have been with my family and we may have had no food to survive. At first, I really hated my father that he leads me to the hell where there were bandits, Madam and Hongking. I had experienced horrible things that I had never expected. I tried to send letters to him many times but I never