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Amy aka owner of my heart, I find it difficult to come up with the words to describe how much I miss you and how lonely the world has become without you in it. I can’t explain the amount of pain I have been in not having you. I have missed you tremendously, physically and metaphorically and truly can’t imagine feeling like this every day. I want you, I need you. The only thing I haven’t figured out is how to get back to where we were. I have talked with you many times about how much I regret not having kids. I never realized what I was missing until I found out first hand. I feel that they make the total package that is you better not worse. During that conversation we had on your back porch I was truly seeking guidance and insight on how you handled the kids with so much poise. I deeply regret if it appeared otherwise. I have told you many times that between the two of us that you are by far the luckiest for having them in your life. Remember I was as concerned as you were about entering into their lives before I was positive that we had a future. I very much thought that taking the time to make sure we were right first was the absolute correct thing to do. Now I feel 100% that it was the absolutely right thing to do. Your girls are very quickly finding a place in my heart, and from what we discussed last night they feel the same way. I feel that we work so well because we are truly complimentary in our strengths. One of the factors that weighs in on that is my lack of experience with kids. I want to be able to ask you for guidance without putting doubt into your mind as to my intentions. I have so many things to teach them and offer them insights into, and I genuinely want the chance to do so. Remember what Justin told you that you needed in your life. You needed a man that wants to love you and your girls yet has no kids of his own. Here I am. I do not think God would have brought us together only for it to end at this point, but anytime you involve fallible human beings in his plan things tend to get side tracked and messed up. I messed up, but my feelings for you haven’t changed they have only grown stronger over the last week. I can see in your heart that you have those same feelings for me. Please give us a chance I am not just one more man to come and go from your life and confuse your girls. I feel that being in your life is exactly where I need to be, and I want only the best for you and the girls. I too show my love through service and I find it painful when I am not given that opportunity. I truly want to see you with all of my heart to show and prove to you that I am the man you have fallen in love with. Let me take you out to dinner tonight. Bring Izzy, and let me look into your eyes so that you can see into my soul and realize that these are not just words, but how I truly feel. I also of course want to continue to spoil you and make you feel as special as you are. Please allow us to happen. You will know soon enough that I am sincere if you haven’t already. Please come back into my life.

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