Well Doc, I don’t quite know what to do. I haven’t been able to sleep, and when I do get the privilege of sleep it only lasts for a few hours before I wake up due to a dramatic nightmare. So many bad things had happened on that island, so many bad things that I cannot get out of my mind. No matter how much I try to forget about it I just keep reliving what had gone on. I need your help; I don’t know how long I can go on like this. I learned a lot about myself and others, sadly I don’t know if I like it. When the plane crashed on the island I thought I was with the most able bodied kids to help all of us survive. We were all from a higher end academy and had vast knowledge in miscellaneous subjects. Also, we were probably the most mature kids for are age, coming from the U.K of course. Yet, I was wretchedly wrong. One thing I found out about those kids is that naturally humans are savages. Another boy on the island, Simon, was viciously murdered because we were all dancing and in the moment and acting wild. Looking back on this event I don’t remember much of what went on except the fact that we killed an innocent boy just because we were dancing and having fun. That was not the only time I saw savagery. It happened when Jack and his hunters killed the sow. They didn’t just kill a pig for food, the vindictively and ruthlessly murdered a pig. The kill of the pig seemed as if to give them a high. The hunters were in awe of the fact that they could dominate another animal and that they held the pigs life in their hands. They chose if it got to live or die. It makes it hard to sleep. When I close my eyes at night I just see faces; faces of Piggy, Simon, the sow, and even the twins. I feel I was part to blame for what happened on that island. I could have changed it all. I think that if I stood up and made, and I mean forced all the kids to stay together as one tribe that no one would have been murdered or tortured or been a cast out from the group. I was too afraid of what Jack and his hunters would do to me I didn’t make more of an argument towards them staying with us. I was scared that if I stood up and no one else followed me or that Jack would not listen they would target me as the enemy that I would be in big trouble. Looking back on this I am deeply disappointed with myself. I should have stepped up and been a true leader when my fellow classmates needed me to be. I needed to become an adult and more mature, but I just couldn’t. I learned that when I was faced against a majority I could not act like who I really am without fear of the consequences. If we had an adult on the island I believe that none of this would have happened. That is if the adult had set up rules. When we were on the island it was hard to have rules and follow them, especially when the rules were set up by a kid that has all the qualifications as you. That is why an adult would have changed the outcome on that hellish island. With an adult their kids would have behaved different; they would act better mannered and well behaved. The kids I think would have actually followed the rules. The adult would be able to enforce them and no one would stand up to him because he is obviously superior and more mature then us. I learned that people, mostly kids do not want to follow the rules of a person that is equal to you, they were just lucky enough to win a popularity vote. Well Doctor, this helped a lot. Getting all of this off my chest really takes a load off of me. I am still unsure how long this will last though; I don’t want to see those kids’ faces anymore. I don’t want to have uncontrollable nightmares. I wish I had never learned how our human race truly acts without structure. Sometimes I pray that it could have been me instead of Simon or Piggy.

Well Doc, I don’t quite know what to do. I haven’t been able to sleep, and when I do get the privilege of sleep it only lasts for a few hours before I wake up due to a dramatic nightmare. So many bad things had happened on that island, so many bad things that I cannot get out of my mind. No matter how much I try to forget about it I just keep reliving what had gone on. I need your help; I don’t know how long I can go on like this. I learned a lot about myself and others, sadly I don’t know if I like it. When the plane crashed on the island I thought I was with the most able bodied kids to help all of us survive. We were all from a higher end academy and had vast knowledge in miscellaneous subjects. Also, we were probably the most mature kids for are age, coming from the U.K of course. Yet, I was wretchedly wrong. One thing I found out about those kids is that naturally humans are savages. Another boy on the island, Simon, was viciously murdered because we were all dancing and in the moment and acting wild. Looking back on this event I don’t remember much of what went on except the fact that we killed an innocent boy just because we were dancing and having fun. That was not the only time I saw savagery. It happened when Jack and his hunters killed the sow. They didn’t just kill a pig for food, the vindictively and ruthlessly murdered a pig. The kill of the pig seemed as if to give them a high. The hunters were in awe of the fact that they could dominate another animal and that they held the pigs life in their hands. They chose if it got to live or die. It makes it hard to sleep. When I close my eyes at night I just see faces; faces of Piggy, Simon, the sow, and even the twins. I feel I was part to blame for what happened on that island. I could have changed it all. I think that if I stood up and made, and I mean forced all the kids to stay together as one tribe that no one would have been murdered or tortured or been a cast out from the group. I was too afraid of what Jack and his hunters would do to me I didn’t make more of an argument towards them staying with us. I was scared that if I stood up and no one else followed me or that Jack would not listen they would target me as the enemy that I would be in big trouble. Looking back on this I am deeply disappointed with myself. I should have stepped up and been a true leader when my fellow classmates needed me to be. I needed to become an adult and more mature, but I just couldn’t. I learned that when I was faced against a majority I could not act like who I really am without fear of the consequences. If we had an adult on the island I believe that none of this would have happened. That is if the adult had set up rules. When we were on the island it was hard to have rules and follow them, especially when the rules were set up by a kid that has all the qualifications as you. That is why an adult would have changed the outcome on that hellish island. With an adult their kids would have behaved different; they would act better mannered and well behaved. The kids I think would have actually followed the rules. The adult would be able to enforce them and no one would stand up to him because he is obviously superior and more mature then us. I learned that people, mostly kids do not want to follow the rules of a person that is equal to you, they were just lucky enough to win a popularity vote. Well Doctor, this helped a lot. Getting all of this off my chest really takes a load off of me. I am still unsure how long this will last though; I don’t want to see those kids’ faces anymore. I don’t want to have uncontrollable nightmares. I wish I had never learned how our human race truly acts without structure. Sometimes I pray that it could have been me instead of Simon or Piggy.

Well Doc, I don’t quite know what to do. I haven’t been able to sleep, and when I do get the privilege of sleep it only lasts for a few hours before I wake up due to a dramatic nightmare. So many bad things had happened on that island, so many bad things that I cannot get out of my mind. No matter how much I try to forget about it I just keep reliving what had gone on. I need your help; I don’t know how long I can go on like this. I learned a lot about myself and others, sadly I don’t know if I like it. When the plane crashed on the island I thought I was with the most able bodied kids to help all of us survive. We were all from a higher end academy and had vast knowledge in miscellaneous subjects. Also, we were probably the most mature kids for are age, coming from the U.K of course. Yet, I was wretchedly wrong. One thing I found out about those kids is that naturally humans are savages. Another boy on the island, Simon, was viciously murdered because we were all dancing and in the moment and acting wild. Looking back on this event I don’t remember much of what went on except the fact that we killed an innocent boy just because we were dancing and having fun. That was not the only time I saw savagery. It happened when Jack and his hunters killed the sow. They didn’t just kill a pig for food, the vindictively and ruthlessly murdered a pig. The kill of the pig seemed as if to give them a high. The hunters were in awe of the fact that they could dominate another animal and that they held the pigs life in their hands. They chose if it got to live or die. It makes it hard to sleep. When I close my eyes at night I just see faces; faces of Piggy, Simon, the sow, and even the twins. I feel I was part to blame for what happened on that island. I could have changed it all. I think that if I stood up and made, and I mean forced all the kids to stay together as one tribe that no one would have been murdered or tortured or been a cast out from the group. I was too afraid of what Jack and his hunters would do to me I didn’t make more of an argument towards them staying with us. I was scared that if I stood up and no one else followed me or that Jack would not listen they would target me as the enemy that I would be in big trouble. Looking back on this I am deeply disappointed with myself. I should have stepped up and been a true leader when my fellow classmates needed me to be. I needed to become an adult and more mature, but I just couldn’t. I learned that when I was faced against a majority I could not act like who I really am without fear of the consequences. If we had an adult on the island I believe that none of this would have happened. That is if the adult had set up rules. When we were on the island it was hard to have rules and follow them, especially when the rules were set up by a kid that has all the qualifications as you. That is why an adult would have changed the outcome on that hellish island. With an adult their kids would have behaved different; they would act better mannered and well behaved. The kids I think would have actually followed the rules. The adult would be able to enforce them and no one would stand up to him because he is obviously superior and more mature then us. I learned that people, mostly kids do not want to follow the rules of a person that is equal to you, they were just lucky enough to win a popularity vote. Well Doctor, this helped a lot. Getting all of this off my chest really takes a load off of me. I am still unsure how long this will last though; I don’t want to see those kids’ faces anymore. I don’t want to have uncontrollable nightmares. I wish I had never learned how our human race truly acts without structure. Sometimes I pray that it could have been me instead of Simon or Piggy.