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For we are dust.
We don't truly know the feeling of terror until the thing all men fear the most suddenly creeps up on us. We feel its dark fingers run up our spines and we want to escape but we know there is no way. It is too late.
But today is a beautiful day. Immensely in fact. It is as if God himself is granting just one more sky of sunshine to the men who will soon succumb to Death’s bony touch.
One second I am playing cards, and the next General Williams is yelling at me. Gunfire sounds in the distance and my heart falls.
"Joseph!" he barks. "Grab your gun. We have some Yankees approaching the camp and we need as many men as we can get."
I nod. I, however, am only eighteen. I don't consider myself a man. The Confederates knocked at …show more content…
They flutter lightly to the ground like the leaves of a tree, a joker landing face up.
Men are shouting. They are grabbing ammo and firearms. We all fall into position, and then, we march. We march to the battleground. It is a field filled with grass and poppies and butterflies and impending death. I can see the Yankees in their preppy blue uniforms with their muskets and bayonets poised to strike. I don't feel fear yet, just shock.
We line up and face each other. I am towards the middle of the group which I am thankful for. The men in the front will most likely not survive but die with honor. The men in the back have a chance of survival but will leave with less honor than those up front (not to mention that they will be forevermore and permanently scarred). I, on the other hand, am just present and don’t think of honor. In fact, I don’t think at all. I just follow.
There are trumpets and then, everything is quiet. The world stands still for a few seconds. The silence is louder than the shouts and screams of dying men. The silence is an impending death sentence. The silence is what drives the men past the brink of insanity. These men aren’t men …show more content…
I pick up my gun. I can't cry, so instead I stand. I think its funny how people are willing to fall in order to stand. I was not going to allow myself fall though. I repeat it in my head. Joseph, you are not going to die. Not. Going. To die.
I step out of the trench and look around. I don't see men, I see a flurry of mortars and bullets and bodies hitting the ground. I see puppets.
What am I even fighting for? My mother owns no slaves. We never did, even before my father died. So why am I out here fighting? I suddenly realize it's for the men with plantations, who need the slaves so they don't have to pay money to field workers. This is a war for rich men and their slaves. Not for the people like me. Not for my family.
An idea pops into my head.
What if I leave? If they find me, I know they would kill me. But if I stay I will surely die. I feel as if I can evade the Confederate soldiers, even the Union Army. They will not find me if I run away. I can maybe even run up north where it is safer. I can find my mother and we can go together.
In the midst of the battle I feel hope. Hope is all a man needs to do the

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