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I should have known that after closing my tab, closing my laptop, and staring at the ceiling nothing would ever be the same. A concept started to grow in me. The seed was planted after that short video, and every waking moment of my existence helped it grow and blossom.

Phil had just posted a new type of video he called "Why I Was A Weird Kid" I remember helping him come up with the segment after he told me a rather alarming story from when he was 6 and he tried to control birds with his mind.

Why do I live with him again? Anyways, like a good flatmate, I watched his now fully thought out and edited video as soon as it was posted.

About half way through, my soft smile that always lingered when I watched an Amazingphil video slowly turned …show more content…
Phil! I would go through her bags and steal eyeliner, blusher, shadows, all of that stuff and I would try to recreate makeup from my favorite female tv characters!"

"I'm not exactly the best beauty guru, so you can imagine I looked less like Buffy and more like a possessed clown," Phil joked.

The final blow came with the last line. Phil covered his eyes and laughed, "WHYYY PHILLIP. Why would a young boy even HAVE interest in all that girly stuff?"

At this moment something felt wrong. I had never, ever thought about makeup before. I never had thought about beauty gurus or anything of the like. Yes I had seen a few beauty videos appear on my YouTube home screen, but I had never seen any of those be made by men. Society taught boys and girls what they must enjoy from a young age, and as far as young Daniel had known, makeup was not for boys.

I scoffed remembering my younger self. My parents gave me boy toys like cars and video games. My grandma occasionally liked to dress me up and make me sing spice girls, but that was not something I would have selected under normal circumstances. I liked the color blue not pink, I liked Power Rangers not Barbie. All of this has been hammered into my brain since …show more content…
Did I like blue? Did I like Power Rangers? Did I like my current scene boy clothing style and branding? I chuckled and imagined me wearing a skirt and full glamor makeup while presenting my summer favourites to a camera.

Like Phil had said, how embarrassing. No boy should find enjoyment from makeup pallet sampling or skirt shopping or recording soothing clothing hauls where you get to try it on for the viewers and let them see how nice it looks on you-

I stopped myself there. I was thinking way too much into this. At this point the video was over with and had been for a while. I closed the tab, my laptop, and started to look up at the ceiling.

For some reason I continued to brew up hatred for this concept. I hated it because the thoughts wouldn't go away. The what ifs and self doubt I was having continued to spark questions that I would try to quickly shut down.

"Is your personality based only on what society has taught you that you should be like?" I didn’t

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